Today, I did not why I miss her so much. I did not what to do. I just tried to call her but she turned off her mobile phone so I thought that she was in bed early because she might be tired. At about 19:00 hrs (Lao time), she was online. She said that she went to a Chinese New Year Specular Show with her friend. Her friend bought ticket for her. She said at first she thought it was free but the fact was her friend bought for her. What came up in my head that her friend must be a guy. He must be her ex-bf who is trying to get back to her. Suddenly, I felt so irritatable and angry. I was not angry at her but myself. She told me that she needs someone living close by not faraway. I still cannot stop thinking about her at all. I started to hurt myself by hitting my thighs. I wanted to shout out "I miss you".
I think I am really crazy about her.
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