Today I called her but she did not pick up the phone. I guess she must be very tired and went to bed early. I decided to sms her, "Have a good sleep and rest well. Take care. Miss you".
Oh gosh! I am very happy to have her talk about everything.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Date: 25/03/2007
Today, at about 7 am (Lao time and it's about 11 am in AEST), I called my Prettie. Actually, I woke her up. She seemed very tired. So, I just told her, "I miss you and I have to go now because I have something to do". She asked me "Why? What is something?". I did not reply but hung up the phone. I guess she must be wondering why I had to go. I just got up and I had to go to toilet. I had to be ready to go to Udon Thani for shopping with my friends (Biby, Bi (Biby's boyfriend), Van, and Aliya. When I arrived Van's house where the meeting point is, I called my prettie again. She asked me "What did I have to do? (like: Why I could not talk to her for long in the morning). I replied "I had to something and I was busy by that time". It's not a very good answer. I hope she would understand me. I told her that I will go to Udon Thani to do some shoppings with my 4 friends. My Prettie was very tired but she had to work on Sunday because She made a promise that she will work. In fact, she did not want to do it at all but as she said she promised. Before she went to work, her aunt and she had gone to look at a house. She probably waits for a while before making a decision on purchasing a house. What she is looking for is 3 bedrooms and 2 toilets. Then, we had to hang up because it's time for her to get changed for work. She had to buy bread for dinner tonight. At 17:00 hr (about 21:00 hr in AEST), I called her again. She seemed very tired. We still kept talking about a house purchasing in Australia. We talked about 5 minutes and credits on the phone ran out. It's my friend's phone (Thai Number). I made this call when I was still in Udon Thani.
I am actually happy to talk to her. I hope we will have a good time.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Date: 24/03/2007
Today I still miss her and even more and more. I really want to hear her voice but I should not disturb her because today she had to work at Big-W. She must be very tired. She may need to relax. However, I decided to call her. Unfortunately, she did not answer my call. So, I left her a voice message, "Hi, it's Ai Tone. I just want to let you know that I miss you. Even you pick up my call, I could not talk to you for long because I have to go now. Take care"
Date: 23/03/2007
Today I still miss her so much and even more and more day by day. Will she miss me at all?
I did not call her today because she told me that she will go out to have dinner with friends from her office. It’s best to give some spaces.
I did not call her today because she told me that she will go out to have dinner with friends from her office. It’s best to give some spaces.
Date: 22/03/2007
Today, i called her. At first, I intended to say "I miss you" but i could not do it. However, we did talk.
She did talk most of the time. I felt so great to hear her voice. I felt so relieved. She told me that today she worked at Help Desk because Help Desk guy went to work in another area. It's kinda employment's skill development so employees will swap their roles to improve their skills. She said she did work there before and she did not like it. it's boring. One of her work today was to check client's system. She found that input and output of the system weren't equalized.
The IT company she's working at has the major client who is Australian Defense Department. The company got the job because its directors used to work for Australian Defense Department before they resigned and set up the Company. Before she can get involved in the project for Australian Defense Department, she has to wait until her citizenship paper work is done. She has to wait for citizenship clearance. It will take another 4-5 months. It's for national security issue.
She said tomorrow she will have dinner with her friends from work. There will be 7 people.
She said the Chinese New Year Specular Show on 21/03/2007 was great. She could not sleep until about 1-2 am or because she was thinking of me (Yeah right! That’s my dream).
I care her so much.
She did talk most of the time. I felt so great to hear her voice. I felt so relieved. She told me that today she worked at Help Desk because Help Desk guy went to work in another area. It's kinda employment's skill development so employees will swap their roles to improve their skills. She said she did work there before and she did not like it. it's boring. One of her work today was to check client's system. She found that input and output of the system weren't equalized.
The IT company she's working at has the major client who is Australian Defense Department. The company got the job because its directors used to work for Australian Defense Department before they resigned and set up the Company. Before she can get involved in the project for Australian Defense Department, she has to wait until her citizenship paper work is done. She has to wait for citizenship clearance. It will take another 4-5 months. It's for national security issue.
She said tomorrow she will have dinner with her friends from work. There will be 7 people.
She said the Chinese New Year Specular Show on 21/03/2007 was great. She could not sleep until about 1-2 am or because she was thinking of me (Yeah right! That’s my dream).
I care her so much.
Date: 21/03/2007
Today, I did not why I miss her so much. I did not what to do. I just tried to call her but she turned off her mobile phone so I thought that she was in bed early because she might be tired. At about 19:00 hrs (Lao time), she was online. She said that she went to a Chinese New Year Specular Show with her friend. Her friend bought ticket for her. She said at first she thought it was free but the fact was her friend bought for her. What came up in my head that her friend must be a guy. He must be her ex-bf who is trying to get back to her. Suddenly, I felt so irritatable and angry. I was not angry at her but myself. She told me that she needs someone living close by not faraway. I still cannot stop thinking about her at all. I started to hurt myself by hitting my thighs. I wanted to shout out "I miss you".
I think I am really crazy about her.
Date: 20/03/2007
Today I still miss her so much and even more and more day by day. Will she miss me at all?
Date: 19/03/2007
Today, I miss her so much. I decided to call her. She finally picked my call. We talked about 10 minutes. Although it was only 10 minutes, I felt like the world stopped for 1 hour. We talked about Thai drama called “Boua Prim Naam”. The drama was nice.
Date: 18/03/2007
Again today is another day that I am still missing her and even more. I logged in my MSN messenger. I saw her but I did not have time to chat because people came to look at my pc for some project work. I logged in and off many times. I started wondering that whether or not she ever noticed me logging in and off. If so, would she think that why I did not drop her a message? I would love to but I did not have a chance at all. I am still waiting for her reply. As in my head, I just want to maintain at least what we are now. If anything else, just leave it to the future. Would she understand that?
Date: 17/03/2007
Today, when I woke up, I looked at my clock. It was 6:05 am. In my head, "fuck! I am late for work.” While I was on the way to my office, I was thinking how she is doing and whether or not she will miss me. I am so missing her. I want to know more about her and hear her voice. Gosh! I felt like I am dying. God! I feel that I am being tortured. What is she doing now? Will she miss me? I want to shout out loudly that "I miss you"
Date: 16/03/2007
Today, I felt much better after I received her email yesterday. I fetl that she cares me. I think I should maintain the current situation because currently I feel good that I have her to talk with about many things and I think she's also happy to talk me (I guess). In my head, there are so many questions such as what should I do to make her happy? Will she like my jokes? Is she really enjoying talking to me? And will she miss me at all? I don’t know what happened to me like this. It's such a colossal eccentric feeling in me. As I mentioned above, I feel better now. What best to do now is to keep what we have now. My friends told me that I should not try to understand females. They said that I should know what I want. If I only want her to be happy, then I have to be a good friend to her. I should not stalk or disturb her too much. I should keep do what I am doing with less disturbances. Females sometimes need time to do their own things. I started wondering how her dinner with friends was, and was she enjoying? I think yes of course she's going to enjoy because she would have a good time with friends.
Date: 15/03/2007
Today, I felt so uncomfy perhaps because I miss her so much. I wondered whether or not she cares me. I myself do not want a lot from her. I just want to hear her voice and her laugh. In my head, I want to bring her to beautiful places in Victoria such as Grampians and in Queensland such as Great Barrier Reef. Anyhow, I received an unexpected email from her. This makes me so happy. I felt so relieved … I felt that she cares me. In her email, she said she was tired and did meditation and went to bed early. There is a question "Should I call her early?"
Date: 14/03/2007
Today, I called Prettie but she did not pick the phone. I think she must have either gone to bed early or watched Thai soap/drama. I decided to send her email to tell her about my daily life and asking about her life. I felt so weird. I was like what happened to me. I felt a little upset because I did not hear her voice but I also understand that she may need time to do her things. I am asking myself what I really want. I still cannot answer myself. All I know is that I want to talk to her all night long and make her happy and laugh. When she laughs, the world is beautiful.
Date: 13/03/2007
Today I was trying to call Prettie but she did not pick up the phone. I guess she must be either tired and went to bed early or watching Thai drama. I should understand that she may need time to relax. However, I felt a little bit down because I did not hear her sweet voice. Oh gosh! I miss her so much.
Date: 12/03/2007 from 17:30 to 18:00 hr
When I called her, she was watching Thai soap (drama) called “Raeng-Ris-Sa-Ya” starring Stefan, Um, & Naam-Fon. I felt so bad that I interrupted her time for watching the drama. She’s still very nice to keep talk to me.
Her day was fine. She has completed her documentation but it was yet to be checked by her supervisor because the supervisor was sick. So, she had to do other work. She said she still keeps in touch with her high school friends so she still talks a lot of her life with them. In Australia, she only hangs out with only closed friends. She told me that she does not like “Scary Movie”. It’s too nonsense. She likes really good movies. In addition, she likes horror movies but I don’t like it at all. She also likes comedy movies. She wants to watch “Saeb-Sanit” (I need to send her the DVD and “Koy-Ter-Yoam or Run for your life” DVD)
I told her about my work. Today there was an incident on a vent valve of autoclave. I told her that I like romantic comedy movies, supernatural style movies, sci-fi movies, and action movies. My favourite director is Clint Eastwood. One of Clint Eastwood’s movies that I like a lot is “Absolute Power”.
Then, I told her about epigrammatic teaching from a monk in Laos. The monk said “body does not belong to us because when we are sick, we cannot command the body to get healed. Mind does not belong to us because when we are sad, we cannot command the mind to be happy”. So we should care other human beings.
I told her that I am one of those who love individualism. Sometimes, I like to be alone without others’ interruption.
Most of my good friends are Chinese-Malaysians. They are nice and easy-going people. During my time in Australia, my housemates were always Chinese-Malaysians.
I told my Prettie that the secret of women’s eternal beauty is personality (sweet, kind, and optimistic). My Prettie said the secret is “smile” J
Before we finished, I told her a joke, called “Japanese PM Mr. Mori learnt English to meet President Bill Clinton). My Prettie laughed out loud about the jokeJ. It made me very happy.
Just before we hung up, I told her “Houa-Van-La-Nid Jit-Jam-Say” (a few laughs per day creates happiness)
Her day was fine. She has completed her documentation but it was yet to be checked by her supervisor because the supervisor was sick. So, she had to do other work. She said she still keeps in touch with her high school friends so she still talks a lot of her life with them. In Australia, she only hangs out with only closed friends. She told me that she does not like “Scary Movie”. It’s too nonsense. She likes really good movies. In addition, she likes horror movies but I don’t like it at all. She also likes comedy movies. She wants to watch “Saeb-Sanit” (I need to send her the DVD and “Koy-Ter-Yoam or Run for your life” DVD)
I told her about my work. Today there was an incident on a vent valve of autoclave. I told her that I like romantic comedy movies, supernatural style movies, sci-fi movies, and action movies. My favourite director is Clint Eastwood. One of Clint Eastwood’s movies that I like a lot is “Absolute Power”.
Then, I told her about epigrammatic teaching from a monk in Laos. The monk said “body does not belong to us because when we are sick, we cannot command the body to get healed. Mind does not belong to us because when we are sad, we cannot command the mind to be happy”. So we should care other human beings.
I told her that I am one of those who love individualism. Sometimes, I like to be alone without others’ interruption.
Most of my good friends are Chinese-Malaysians. They are nice and easy-going people. During my time in Australia, my housemates were always Chinese-Malaysians.
I told my Prettie that the secret of women’s eternal beauty is personality (sweet, kind, and optimistic). My Prettie said the secret is “smile” J
Before we finished, I told her a joke, called “Japanese PM Mr. Mori learnt English to meet President Bill Clinton). My Prettie laughed out loud about the jokeJ. It made me very happy.
Just before we hung up, I told her “Houa-Van-La-Nid Jit-Jam-Say” (a few laughs per day creates happiness)
All it started from
I did not know why I decided to call my prettie. We talked a lot every day. One phone conversation would take about 1 hour or more. I am very enjoying when I talk to her. She’s friendly and nice. Her laugh makes me happy and smile. I know bit by bit about her from our daily conversation. I just hope that this will last forever.
Friday, March 16, 2007
My Prettie and Me
I have created this blog to post all about what happened between my Prettie and me, and my feeling about Prettie. I called her "Prettie" and she called me "Hottie". I hope that I am still her Hottie. This blog is a gesture of friendship/relationship between my Prettie and me.
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